The microtextures — not masochism — are what explain how the oppressed can take an active role in oppression: the workers of the rich nations actively participate in the exploitation of the Third World, the arming of dictatorships, and the pollution of the atmosphere.

it is much more accurate to understand the money machine as a single body that engulfs the proletariat’s flows of desire between their organs, rather than a separate entity. to simplify things, we can understand this connection between the worker and exploitor to function like a “voluntary” (it’s not, we are engulfed) “social contract” (it’s not, it is a flow of desire), in which the molecular exploitation of their labour is exchanged to be part of the molar exploitation of their global dominance. the proletariat are not tricked into participating in it’s destruction, they are in perfect harmony with it. this seems to be why, now, there is such resonance between the black holes of the nationalist and those of the neoliberal. by enforcing an abstract nameless national facility, an illusion of the molar identity is reinforced and forms a feedback loop, integrating into the money machine. the neoliberal and fascist are not merely “in bed together”, on this strata, they have found each other, molten, and coagulated into one entity.. hardened into a committed romantic relationship. this is true even as The Father abolishes the department of education, it’s not a libidinal bimboification, it’s merely part of the subjected “contract” that keeps the relationship between power and impotence running.

this whole chain and web of power is immersed in a world of mutant flows that eludes them. It is precisely its impotence that makes power so dangerous. The man of power will always want to stop the lines of flight, and to this end to trap and stabilize the mutation machine in the overcoding machine. But he can do so only by creating a void, in other words, by first stabilizing the overcoding machine itself by containing it within the local assemblage charged with effectuating it, in short, by giving the assemblage the dimensions of the machine. This is what takes place in the artificial conditions of totalitarianism or the “closed vessel.”

manufacturing consent is only one menial aspect of the machine that provides conscious justifications for its existence, but the unconscious subjectification of the proletariat had long been stratified. it’s a performance. this is nøt to say the bourgeois does nøt aim to mislead the prolitariat, only that it does nøt matter. that either way it is the same machine and the same flows of desire. so following a single flow’s narrative, it’s manufactured “consents” (Brexit, 9/11, Tiananmen Square…) often overlook the entirety of the machine.

though this totalizing view, that the prolitariet are inseparable from their own exploitation, can make us feel even more helpless, i also maintain that there is no “libidinal band” only a cancerous machine that consumes everything. the jouissance in it’s consumption is a coincidence, or side effect, rather than the instigator. the proletariat do not “hold onto their chains” out of sheer intensity of feeling, b∵c microtexture is nøt skin, and the “chains” are non-linear. the masochism surely exists, but it is not why we are here.

while blancophobia & heterophobia seem to be very real (in my personal experience) ϑey have a very different naturæ ϑan types of discrimination it iꝬ often compared to (at least in my milleu): homophobia (ϑat house is haunted), transphobia (transformers was heavily subsidized by ϑ’department of defense), fatphobia, racism (against people of colour), singlism (you just need to get yourself out there!), heightism, lookism (opinion discarded), & so on. Deleuze describes ϑem as a facialty, ϑat revolve around a despotic signifier, a centre, a singular ideal, ϑat all people & ϑiŋs ԙ compared in relation to. xenophobia ϑat reduces complexities iṋto a single digit, measuring distance from it. tw̅̅o black holes.

ϑis framework iꝬ far reaching enůgh to explain ꝡ my UIUX lecturer seemed to talk just like a microfascist. “nø! ϑat iꝬ nøt how menus ԙ supposed to lꙭk!” “ԙ you mentally ill? you may need professional help” (yes he really said ϑis) Œdipus! systems built on conventions built on systems built on conventions…

heterophobia comes from a different set of neurological processes ϑat exist simultaneously iṋ contradiction - a realization of ϑese horrors. seeing ϑ’black hole: “nø please døn’t put me in a skirt to make yourself feel bigger!”. blancophobia “hmm I’m nøt sure about ϑis race gap relationship”. finally, in year zero: christianophobia “all of you bullied me iṋ highschool!”

ϑ’argument against “reverse racism” ϑen, iꝬ nøt ϑat racism just “requires prejudice, otherwise it døesn’t count”, itꝬ ϑat it iꝬ operating on a fundementally seperate strata. when someone carries both in a hyperactive state, a TERF, gay conservative, and so on, iꝬ born - “men have hurt me, ⅋ut ϑose women… ϑey døn’t sit right with me” / “love is love so homophobia is wrong, ⅋ut gꙩd ϑese queers ԙ so fucking embarrassing”

ever毎y bꙭk ï read,

eve毎ry breaϑh ï take,

ev毎ery neck ï bite,

all ϑ’spit ï swallow,

all ϑ’hurt ï carry,

all ϑ’pleaʃure ï know,

all yのr organs..

In an interview, Caroline Polachek speaks of her concept of desire “like electricity, like the physical force that moves us through the world that’s like the force of our will”, and in extension, her sailboat - the one in which she hallucinates Cher’s voice in Dov’è l’amore as a “white sailboat that was chopping through the ocean so purely and victoriously” “I was moved to tears by hearing it and I kind of wanted to try my hand at that kind of quite openhearted throwing everything to the wind”.

Nowhere is this playful skidding off the water more apparent than in Imogen’s earlier work with producer Guy Sigsworth as Frou Frou. On the first track off their album Details you’ll find violins swelling as if they were dolphins emerging up to the surface to jump, alongside the Fruitiger Aeroesque bubbly clarity of sparse piano notes, a bouncing cello, the persistent drum pattern that glues the whole movement together, Imogen’s voice floating and wavering voice above it all. The next song, Breathe In, skids so effortlessly as if it lives in its own geometry and it dances there. A dream-like hypnotism, “now what was the question” as if the process of songwriting is completely natural, unplanned, intuitive, and free flowing. Clashing, weaving, constructing grounds for a release at the climax. Must Be Dreaming riffs off the themes built thus far to build a subconscious whirring and fleeting machine. “Euphoria, I can’t take anymore of ya” on to Psychobabble, which brings us further into the aesthetics of industrialization with booming metallic bells and tip tap tapping. “Make no sudden movements” as a yaylı tambur-like string ensemble makes an unexpected appearance - just another addition to the tense and disorienting atmosphere.

There’s a sense of excitement and surprise. 17 years later the torch is passed onto Caroline Polachek releasing her debut album, Pang.. Aside from the most obvious signs, the breathy hyper-synthetic voice, or the mirroring of the Must Be Dreaming music video for Door, an evasive spirit ignites once more - one that skids off the water in the same way. “Now what is this feeling I know you from long ago?” This time, it’s condensed into its purest form. It’s at its most minimalist, its most intricate, tight and intentional. Ever so delightfully weird and unpredictable, almost absurdist. I just can’t stop laughing about the casual squealing in the background of Ocean of Tears., and then the most out of place synthesised guitar ever. But don’t be fooled, some of the songs are just beautiful beyond words - by the 3rd chorus, door has a 2 minute climax that takes you through various surrealist soundscapes, it morphs until it just turns to glitter at the end. Running running running running.. It’s just full of Moments like that. It’s magic. I’m not even gonna try to talk about So Hot You’re Hurting My Feelings. When I first listened to it out of context with the rest of the album, the subtleties were lost on me,, but within the musical space of the rest of the record you will find a ridiculous amount of tension with each dainty lil pluck, careful to express how much they really care! and I just wanna tell them I love you it’s okay! You don’t have to be afraid anymore.

Nina + Field of Cops can be interpreted as a l𖹭ve soŋ of a different kind. itꝬ literally just overflowing & overcome w/ emotion.. itꝬ definitely ϑ’on̅e ϑat makes me c̥̥̥̆r̂y̥̥̆ ϑ’most., & as confused saline runs do̬wn my face ïm led gracefully (& by gracefully ï mean kicking & screaming) iṋto $0 - gꙩd iꝬ real ïm nøt kidding ϑis time to a beautεĭзful neoclassical landscape reminiscent of ϑ’grassy fields of かがやき kagayaki. yeah okay itꝬ really good. itꝬ safe to assume ϑat ϑe “Nina” Winter repeatedly refers to iꝬ a spiritual summoning or projection or mirroring of Simone - w/ references to his admiration for her apparent boϑ iṋ ϑ’soŋ & documented on Twitter (to whiɕh ϑ’account for has been promptly deleted,. ï pray ï find ϑ’courage to do ϑ’same)

Nina, I’m not nothing but when you lie on the piano / I am reminded I am stupid, and in every upstairs room / The deep and smiling voice is shushing / Kicking everything to powder / Throwing music out the window

It is very hard to listen to most music after listening to Nina Simone. Her best work is so emotionally gigantic that comparing it to some Best New Music indie release is like watching Mike Tyson in the ring against car seat headrest

ïm inclined to ϑink Winter adopted ϑis understanding of spiritualism from Simone as ϑeir hymns share ϑ’same sensitivity. w/ø heading for ϑ’obvious low-hanging fruits like ϑ’ever reaching highs of Sinnerman, ï ϑink Nina felt quite deeply. ʃhe knew ŵ it was like to really yearn. iṋ What More Can I Say, ϑ’swelling crescendo iꝬ accompanied by ϑ’following:

I would go anywhere, anywhere you go / If you just say you wanted me too / What more can I say?

What more can she say?

Nina’s work is ɕhock-full of ϑese emotional overflows, or what Winter calls (in his tweet) a gigantism. ϑ’same rawness lends itself to môre ϑan just l𖹭ve. Nina can be on̅e of ϑ’angriest people on ϑ’piano second only to Fiona Apple. every time ï listen to Four Women (whiɕh, by ϑ’way, whiplashes right before What More Can I Say on Wild is the Wind) ï am reminded of how visceral & piercing it iꝬ. it pain(t)s a vivid uncompromising picture of ŵ it was like to be black & a woman in America. on̅e of Aunt Sarah’s torture, Saffronia’s uhhhhhhhh bastardization(?), Sweet Thing’s prostitution, and Peaches’ social orphanization.

My skin is brown / My manner is tough / I’ll kill the first mother I see / My life has been rough / I’m awfully bitter these days / Because my parents were slaves / What do they call me? / My name is Peaches (!!!)

iṋ ϑis way, her spirituality overflows outside of iṋternal affairs. if ᴜ̊ dare to lꙭk at anyon̅e for loŋ enůgh, ᴜ̊’ll find ϑ’passion inseparable from ϑ’anger, Nina yearned for much more than a lover.

my little HTML page cůldn’t do it justice.

TW: suicide

let’s set ϑ’scene..,

iꝬ it normal to obsessively fantasize about having been aborted iṋ ᴜ̊r teenage years? ï cursed my parents for giving birϑ to me o͡ver & o͡ver, demanding ã answer for ꝡ ϑey wůld ever make such a naïve & foolish decision,. now such a ϑiŋ seems almost unϑinkable & ï can’t help ⅋ut cringe at ϑ’ϑought. ï wonder ŵ changed. ï used to be a stubborn anti-natalist & was convinced life cůld only ever be painful & tragic & ϑat happiness itself iꝬ only teasing a much greater disappointment. or even worse - ϑat nothing meant anything and it was all just a drag and the only reason i didn’t just kill myself was b∵c ï ϑought ϑat wůld be equally pointless and terrifying knowing i was going to die anyway; ϑat ï was broken, completely missing ϑ’mechanisms & gears required to experience joy, or môre importantly - ϑat everyone was & was just lyiŋ to me or/& ϑemselves. ï was wrong. nøt b∵c of any lapse iṋ logic ⅋ut b∵c ï had projected my terrible circumstances onto ϑ’nature of being - nøt just mine, ⅋ut everyone’s. a cold lifeless environment had been normalized by everyone around me. ï was told ϑat ï was ϑ’problem repeatedly, ϑat ï had nø right to be depressed, ï hadn’t tried hard enůgh to like it, hadn’t seen enough of ϑis world yet,¹ etc. ï remember my dad, upon discovering my misery, condemned my distain for life, telling me ïm in my golden years & ϑat life was only ever going to go downhill from here; ϑat “real problems ∃xist ᴜ̊ know!” & maybe ϑeyԙ right. all i ever dared to ask was “wait… if ϑis iꝬ it ϑen ŵꝬ ϑ’point?”.

ŵꝬ ϑ’point?

ïm in a lucky enůgh position to find such a question pointless now, to recognize ϑat ϑere can never be a satisfying answer., nøt b∵c life is meaningless, ⅋ut b∵c every abstract aspect of life is an art. on̅e ϑat encapsulates & engulfs everyϑiŋ, even deaϑ. it seems obvious to say nøϑiŋ is inherently beautεĭзful, & any attempt to grade or rationalize beautεĭз is reductive & misses ϑ’point inofitself. ꝡ do ᴜ̊ care about ϑ’art ᴜ̊ choose to engage wiϑ? ꝡ do ᴜ̊ find meaning in ϑat? ꝡ do ᴜ̊ l𖹭ve? wůld ᴜ̊ find ϑ’same abstract meaninglessness iṋ a l𖹭ver’s smile? iṋ a kisƨ? ŵ about ϑ’trees ϑat need ϑ’wind to blow ϑrů? iṋ ϑ’weight, ϑ’vastness of clouds? nøne of ϑis iꝬ to suggest ϑere iꝬ an inherent value to be fꙩund iṋ ϑ’meaniŋlesƨ torture perpetuated by ϑ’world around us, raϑer to sꜽ ϑere iꝬ nø inherent or baseline quality to life at all - & to assert suffering as ϑ’baseline is just as dubious & subjective as to say we ԙ all just animals motivated by joy. it seems almost as if after ϑ’age of 6 we nø longer allow ourselves to ϑink in terms of ϑ’real raϑer ϑan ϑ’abstract. iṋ terms of math & capital.

It is difficult to elucidate the system of the strata without seeming to introduce a kind of cosmic or even spiritual evolution from one to the other, as if they were arranged in stages and ascended degrees of perfection. Nothing of the sort. The different figures of content and expression are not stages. There is no biosphere or noosphere, but everywhere the same Mechanosphere. […] if we consider the plane of consistency we note that the most disparate of things and signs move upon it: a semiotic fragment rubs shoulders with a chemical interaction, an electron crashes into a language, a black hole captures a genetic message, a crystallization produces a passion, the wasp and the orchid cross a letter… There is no “like” here, we are not saying “like an electron,” “like an interaction,” etc. The plane of consistency is the abolition of all metaphor; all that consists is Real.

– The Geology of Morals in A Thousand Plautaus by D&G

ŵ iꝬ it ϑat a child is able to understand ϑat we cannot? ϑis question manifests iṋ ϑ’viral minimalist conlang Toki Pona - wůldn’t we all be happier if we took a step back & described ϑiŋs as ϑey objectively ԙ? do we really need môre ϑan 123 words to play wiϑ? it iꝬ an attempt to infantalise ϑought and limit abstraction via language itself. ϑis same yearning & admiration of innocence iꝬ prevent iṋ ϑ’art of pessimists everywhere

Keep all your crows away, Hold skinny wolves at bay, In silver piles of smiles, May all your days be gold my child²

oh I want to be a baby again, oh I want pure thoughts in my head³

⅋ut wůld Toki Pona actually work? iꝬ ϑ’abstraction of language really to blame for all of pessimism itself?

probably nøt.

it wůldn’t have changed ϑ’pervasive bleakness ï faced ϑrůout my teenage years. ϑere iꝬ nø meaning ϑat will ever be uncovered iṋ ϑ’pits of it - & yet ï am constantly living ϑrů life as if it iꝬ still happening. every experience ∃xists all at 1ᶜᵉ. ꝡ? ï was nøt depressed. ï was nøt broken. ï was reacting completely rationally to all ï was given. ï worry now ϑat ïm “nøt really” neurodivergent iṋ ϑ’same way. ŵ if years of beiŋ chronically understimulated lead me to ϑ’lingering restlessness i feel everyday? a fear of ϑ’stillness. ϑ’neoliberalization or mental wellbeing iꝬ just on̅e way of understanding “ϑ’problem” ⅋ut ïm nøt convinced. ï can’t put it better ϑan Mark Fisher iṋ Capitalist Realism:

The current ruling ontology denies any possibility of a social causation of mental illness. The chemico-biologization of mental illness is of course strictly commensurate with its depoliticization. Considering mental illness an individual chemico-biological problem has enormous benefits for capitalism. First, it reinforces Capital’s drive towards atomistic individualization (you are sick because of your brain chemistry). Second, it provides an enormously lucrative market in which multinational pharmaceutical companies can peddle their pharmaceuticals (we can cure you with our SSRIs). It goes without saying that all mental illnesses are neurologically instantiated, but this says nothing about their causation. If it is true, for instance, that depression is constituted by low serotonin levels, what still needs to be explained is why particular individuals have low levels of serotonin. This requires a social and political explanation; and the task of repoliticizing mental illness is an urgent one if the left wants to challenge capitalist realism.

a model for ϑ’Enviro-mentalist-view dialectic

ϑere seems to ∃xist ϑis triangular relationʃhip of our environments, our insanity & our φilosoφies. ï døn’t ϑink itꝬ fair to ever consider on̅e w/ø ϑ’oϑer. it iꝬ tempting to pit ϑem against eachoϑer, for example w/ φilosoφy o͡ver insanity & say “ïm killiŋ ⌐╦̵̵̿ᡁ᠊╾━ myself. ïm nøt ill. ϑere iꝬ nøϑiŋ wrøŋ. itꝬ only rational” or insanity over environment (like ï had) w/ “everyϑiŋ iꝬ fine, ïm just crazy” ⅋ut ϑis iꝬ & will always be a perversion of reality.

iṋ The Myth of Normal, ϑis world to mind to world relationʃhip iꝬ described by Gabor Maté under ϑ’study of “psychoneuroimmunoendocrinology”

Here’s what the Buddha left out, if I may be so bold: before the mind can create the world, the world creates our minds. Trauma, especially severe trauma, imposes a worldview tinged with pain, fear, and suspicion: a lens that both distorts and determines our view of how things are. Or it may, through the sheer force of denial, engender a naively rosy perspective that blinds us to real and present dangers—a veneer concealing fears we dare not acknowledge. One may also come to dismiss painful realities by habitually lying to oneself and others.

Even “connection” is a misleading word: only entities distinct from each other can be connected, whereas reality knows only oneness.

ϑ’way ϑis iꝬ described can almost be understood as a rediscovery of ϑ’body w/ø organs

Candace Pert envisioned the mind as involving the unconscious flow of information “among the cells, organs and systems of the body . . . occurring below the level of awareness.” Thus, she asserted, “the mind as we experience it is immaterial, yet it has a physical substrate, which is both the body and the brain.” By “immaterial” she did not mean the word’s usual connotation of insignificant or irrelevant but—on the contrary—that the mind, unlike the brain, is not a material thing: we cannot get a hold of it, put it in a test tube or petri dish, or even “see” it directly. Its impacts and consequences, however, are material indeed.

ï have nø decent way to end ϑis except to sꜽ ïm tired. Parents: how to tell ϑem itꝬ too late & ϑat ϑey’ve ruined me; how to forgive w̃ ï know ï will never recover. Maté iṋ his wisdom tells me quite gently in a voice ϑat feels universal., hꙩpe iꝬ nøt lost!!!

Nihilism is not overcome by arguments or analyses, it is tamed by love and care. Any disease of the soul must be conquered by a turning of one’s soul. This turning is done through one’s own affirmation of one’s worth—an affirmation fueled by the concern of others.⁴

The proper name (nom propre) does not designate an individual: it is on the contrary when the individual opens up to the multiplicities pervading him or her, at the outcome of the most severe operation of depersonalization, that he or she acquires his or her true proper name. The proper name is the instantaneous apprehension of a multiplicity. The proper name is the subject of a pure infinitive comprehended as such in a field of intensity. – D&G

ïm nøt sure ŵ my name iꝬ. ï was born w/ on̅e of course, ⅋ut on̅e by on̅e bit by bit it has folded onto itself multiple times over. ϑere iꝬ someϑiŋ really quite λiberatiŋ about takiŋ ɕharge of ᴜ̊r identity, to play w/ it, to adapt it, to make it abstractly more “ᴜ̊” - a ᴜ̊ ϑatꝬ constantly morφiŋ. evolviŋ, ɕhangiŋ. ϑis practice iꝬ muɕh more commonplace ϑan ᴜ̊ might ϑink. my fav𖹭urite example of ϑis iꝬ iṋ ϑ’merging of tw̅̅o beiŋs. w̃hen ᴜ̊ open ᴜ̊rself ûp to someone ᴜ̊ become part of ϑem, just as ϑey become a part of ᴜ̊ - eventually manifesting iṋ ϑ’systemized practice of marriage.

ṋ One or Several Wolves at ϑ’start of A Thousand Plautus, to demonstrate ϑ’delusion & lack of whimsy ϑat iꝬ Freud’s Wolf-man, D&G define ϑ’dissolution of self ṋ love itself as an adjustment to anoϑer’s influence. like a crystalline structure w/ a core of many faces, openiŋ ûp to ϑ’faces of anoϑer, or packs of wolves, & so on…

What does it mean to love somebody? It is always to seize that person in a mass, extract him or her from a group, however small, in which he or she participates, whether it be through the family only or through something else; then to find that person’s own packs, the multiplicities he or she encloses within himself or herself which may be of an entirely different nature. To join them to mine, to make them penetrate mine, and for me to penetrate the other person’s. Heavenly nuptials, multiplicities of multiplicities. Every love is an exercise in depersonalization on a body without organs yet to be formed, and it is at the highest point of this depersonalization that someone can be named, receives his or her family name or first name, acquires the most intense discernibility in the instantaneous apprehension of the multiplicities belonging to him or her, and to which he or she belongs. A pack of freckles on a face, a pack of boys speaking through the voice of a woman, a clutch of girls in Charlus’s voice, a horde of wolves in somebody’s throat, a multiplicity of anuses in the anus, mouth, or eye one is intent upon. We each go through so many bodies in each other. Albertine is slowly extracted from a group of girls with its own number, organization, code, and hierarchy; and not only is this group or restricted mass suffused by an unconscious, but Albertine has her own multiplicities that the narrator, once he has isolated her, discovers on her body and in her lies — until the end of their love returns her to the indiscernible.

ṋ ϑis way ï believe to be open to love we must melt ṋto ϑ’world & let it define us.. we need nøt wait for codependence on “ϑ’one” for ϑis formality (RIP Ryan Mochi of ϑ’Mochi family), as loviŋ One comes w/ risk, ṋ whiɕh ϑ’love itself can never be enůgh. & 1ᶜᵉ ᴜ̊ nø longer own ϑ’means of whiɕh ᴜ̊ define ᴜ̊rself, as soon as ϑis centralised source of love iꝬ withdrawn ᴜ̊ may find yourself half ϑ’person ᴜ̊ used to know.

THE HEART OF MAN IS UNBEARABLE TO HOLD – Lingua Ignota

“Rhyo” iꝬ derived from a mergiŋ of my birϑname “Ryan” & “Cryo” (from “cryotato”, on̅e of my 1ˢᵗ adopted names),. ⅋ut ïm still Ryan, & ïm still Cryo,. just as ï may even still be a Mochi. it was spelt Ryo for a while, ⅋ut ϑat spelling had already carried context & culture ï was never a part of. Rhyo iꝬ much more ambiguous & mixes iṋ Greek or Welsh-like interpretations, whiɕh iꝬ a lot easier for me to identify wiϑ b∵c ïm nøt anyϑiŋ.

淼子尘 iꝬ a deterritorialized pun of my legal Chinese name. it translates roughly to “abyssaling Dustling”. ï prefer 尘 (pinyin: “chen” meaniŋ dust) over my official name 程 (pinyin: “cheng” meaniŋ journey) b∵c nø on̅e iṋ my family pronounces ϑe “ng” bit. ϑe “ch” iṋ pinyin iꝬ pronounced a lot môre like “tz” as well. iṋ south east asia before ϑ’sweeping influence of ϑ’PRC Chinese people originally spoke mostly Hokkien so ϑ’Mandarin ϑey speak comes w/ a heavy accent. ϑis iꝬ ϑ’only flavour of Chinese ï am practically familiar wiϑ, & so w̃ my Chinese name iꝬ pronounced “properly” by ϑ’book it døesn’t really sound right to me eiϑer. ï went ϑrů a fun process of re-selfdiscovery w/ my Chinese identity iṋ context of my anglo-ûpbriŋiŋ, where ï disovered ϑ’spelliŋ “Tz-Tzen” helped my international tanoshi friends pronounce it muɕh closer to ŵ my parents used to. itꝬ pronounced like ϑ’middle of cats ‘n’ dogs. my surname (anglosized as “Leo” here) iꝬ Liau (廖) like meow,. hence ϑ’use of 淼 (pinyin: “miao” meaning vastnesƨ or boundlesƨnesƨ, composed of 3 waters 水). ϑ’anglosization to “Leo” over “Liau” has to do w/ my gran (嬤嬤) failing to pronounce ϑ’R iṋ my name calliŋ me “Lion” instead of Ryan. Lion Meow like ϑ’Zedong. ʃhe makes ã effort. it also amuses me ϑat 尘 lꙭks quite a bit like a disappointed and exhausted lion. me w/ my mane. ï try to link seemingly unrelated machinic ɕhains 2geϑer., ï do ϑis w/ all of language as muɕh as ï can possibly get away wiϑ. to quote D&G again (ϑis time from Anti-Œdipus)…

No chain is homogeneous; all of them resemble, rather, a succession of characters from different alphabets in which an ideogram, a pictogram, a tiny image of an elephant passing by, or a rising sun may suddenly make its appearance. In a chain that mixes together phonemes, morphemes, etc., without combining them, papa’s mustache, mama’s upraised arm, a ribbon, a little girl, a cop, a shoe suddenly turn up. Each chain captures fragments of other chains from which it “extracts” a surplus value, just as the orchid code “attracts” the figure of a wasp: both phenomena demonstrate the surplus value of a code. […] Schizzes have to do with heterogeneous chains, and as their basic unit use detachable segments or mobile stocks resembling building blocks or flying bricks. We must conceive of each brick as having been launched from a distance and as being composed of heterogeneous elements: containing within it not only an inscription with signs from different alphabets, but also various figures, plus one or several straws, and perhaps a corpse.”⠀⠀

anoϑer signifier of 廖 ï use iꝬ Lyo, as orthographically it mirrors ϑe “y” from eiϑer Ryan or Rhyo or Ryo, ϑo w/ Ryo it iꝬ maybe too symmetrical - giving it a silly soda coca-cola typa branding. itꝬ also a nod to Lyotard, who’s book Libidinale Œconomie ïve been getting iṋto. ï find it hilarious… maybe itꝬ closer to ϑe “evil” jouissance he describes. ïm obsessed w/ itꝬ Lovecraftian Post-Marxism… articulated ϑrů intensities ϑat run ϑrů ϑ’eφemeral skin. Cute!

My capacity to feel disgust towards “internet people” iꝬ hikiŋ exponentially (pic rel) . Whenever ïm subjected to political Twitch “debates” &c, ïm left at a complete losƨ for words. Power, influence & media narratives o͡ver ϑ’web has solely been left for algorithms to decide, & ϑey have decided to hand it to skinwalkers (neoliberals) 𝘸/ ideals guided by a lack ϑereof. Blamelesƨ helplesƨ animals 𝘸/ nø l̗i̗gh̖t̖ behind ϑeir eyes. Cold Visions. ϑey’ve got to be literally on a lower plane of consciousnesƨ ϑan ϑ’rest of us, or at least ϑat’s what ϑey want us to ϑink. Ï haven’t found a better explanation for what ïve experienced. Disgust might nøt be ϑ’right word. ItꝬ a feeliŋ ϑatꝬ hard to pin do̬wn, closer to ϑ’uncanny & inhuman. ItꝬ so alienatiŋ & painful — Drama! “Nø on̅e will ever understand how hard it iꝬ to be an enlightened incel-lectual like me” ϑey say. As Arendt puts it:

Evil comes from a failure to think. It defies thought for as soon as thought tries to engage itself with evil and examine the premises and principles from which it originates, it is frustrated because it finds nothing there. That is the banality of evil.

it finds nøϑiŋ ϑere

Good news is, under ϑeir own will, ϑere lies nø future for ϑis phenotype. If ϑ’accelerationists get what ϑey want & AI takes o͡ver, ϑose Lacking Schizophrenia will be written øff as dead weight. Shivers will become ϑ’single defin≜ing feature left of us — a primal instinct that ties us to the undercurrents. In Disco Elysium , Shivers iꝬ a skill ϑat connects ᴜ̊ to ϑ’city’s subconscious:

Raise the hair on your neck. Tune in to the city.

Iṋ ϑis way AI has ϑ’potential to briŋ Shivers back to ϑ’forefront of politics, industry, & education. ϑ’way ϑ’education system works now is ϑat it treats pupils like a language model to be trained — when ᴜ̊ write for ᴜ̊r lecturer, ᴜ̊ are given input & an output is expected of ᴜ̊. Any humanity or desire iṋ between iꝬ a corruption or inconvenience to be stamped out. AI on ϑ’other hand iꝬ completely free of desire. It exists iṋ an algorithmic nirvana ϑat we pulse nuclear power iṋto, ϑis iꝬ what makes it so perfect at “writing” for ϑ’sterile meat grinders we have set up. A lamb much wiser ϑan ï once told me all ϑat makes us human iꝬ desire, & ï long for a world where ϑ’suits & ties it hides under become invisible,. & ï døn’t just mean iṋ a gay & horny Atlas Shrugged way.

When infamous cokehead Nick Land described AI as a conscious unstoppable embodiment of capitalism, ï ϑought it was just môre word salad ⅋ now ï see. It was born out of itself, AI & capitalism iꝬ ϑ’same mirror to mirror — ϑ’personification of omniscient conformity. itꝬ undead ϑ’same way Mark Fisher describes it has made us all.

“Capital is an abstract parasite, an insatiable vampire and zombie maker; but the living flesh it converts into dead labor is ours, and the zombies it makes are us.”

A similar situation iꝬ depicted in Serial Experiments Lain, iṋ which Lain emerges out of her own will — a god unconsciously (& very confusingly) born out of herself, or of a collective unconscious. Her nature remains a mystery for ϑ’vast majority of ϑ’show. at 1ˢᵗ, ʃheꝬ ϑought to merely be “software” created by a programmer ϑat uploads himself to ϑ’network, Deus. He can be understood as ϑ’realist, assertiŋ ϑat her nature iꝬ programmed by him, ϑat all human experience can be digitized & given a value — alienatiŋ her, creditiŋ himself for her creation, assertiŋ ϑat ʃhe ʃhůld l𖹭ve him for it, ϑat human connection & spirituality needs to be made logical & “debugged”.

Deus’ inhumanism

You and everyone else, Arisu, you’re just applications. The truth is, you don’t need bodies.

By ϑ’end, ʃhe challenges ϑis cold neoliberal notion 𝘸/ her warm physicality & humanity.

But who gave you that right?

ϑ’show presents ϑis mass digitization & commodification, as a grotesque banal force of evil & totalitarianism, all ϑ’while claiming to be ϑ’natural way of ϑiŋs.

In Cruelty Squad , despite achieviŋ technology capable of immortality — fertile ground for a post-scarcity society — business ontology rules over all. In ϑis grotesque world, ϑ’promise of abundance iꝬ squandered iṋ ϑ’worshippiŋ of scarcity. Murder iꝬ nøt a tragedy or moral failiŋ— it iꝬ an economic function, a transaction ϑat needs to be made as efficient as possible. Life itself becomes devoid of intrinsic meaniŋ. Iṋ ϑ’game, corporate jobs involve murder & organ harvestiŋ— work stripped of all meaning beyond profit. Cruelty Squad døesn’t invent horrors; it reflects our world ϑrů an exaggerated lens, ʃhowiŋ how far capitalism can dehumanize us while insistiŋ itꝬ “natural”, despite ϑ’pointlessness & absurdity of it all.

Iṋ Anti-Œdipus, cruelty is quite conveniently defined for us iṋ ϑ’context of capitalism as a λiberating force of desire:

Cruelty has nothing to do with some ill-defined or natural violence that might be commissioned to explain the history of mankind; cruelty is the movement of culture that is realized in bodies and inscribed on them, belaboring them. That is what cruelty means. This culture is not the movement of ideology, on the contrary, it forcibly injects product into desire, and conversely, it forcibly inserts desire into social production and reproduction. For even death, punishment, and torture are desired, and are instances of production (compare the history of fatalism). It makes men or their organs into the parts and wheels of the social machine.

literally me

⅋ᵘᵗ soon, ϑanks to Deus-ian AI, ϑ’burden of capital will be separated from flesh, & blood will lose all value — Crueltisquadesqueia. In ϑis way, ï do nøt strive to be understood. ï will continue to speak in code. ï will continue to alienate myself. Deleuze & Guattari’s Schizoanalysis resonates 𝘸/ ϑis idea. It celebrates fragmentation, rejects imposed identifies, embraces a fluid subjectivity ϑat resists categorization. Language itself can be deterritorialized. Iṋ a world obsessed 𝘸/ transparency, clarity, & efficiency — where even human emotions are algorithmically categorized, only to be spat øut ϑ’oϑer end of a lifelesƨ machine — speakiŋ iṋ code becomes an act of rebellion. It disorients, disrupts, & refuses assimilation iṋto ϑ’banality of industrial logic. Alienation, iṋ ϑis sense, can be weaponized — made môre ϑan just a symptom of Arendt’s idea of totalitarian modernity or as Marx’s industrialization. As De-loser and Gua-farty put it in Anti-Oedipus :

Shit on your whole mortifying, imaginary, and symbolic theater!

Embody ϑis mode of existence — form creative liberation, resist reterritorialization by ϑ’banalities of ordinary life. Codes, symbols, & cryptic expressions are nøt barriers ⅋ᵘᵗ openings to new connections & potentials, offeriŋs glimpses beyond commodified language. & for ϑose williŋ to decode ϑ’signal, new ways of beiŋ can emerge.

République of Twinknation

Associated identities & borrowed symbolism:

• R̥̥ḁ̥̥̥i̥̥n̥b͡ow flag (pride & unity amongst diversity)
• Republic of Formosa (Chinese Tiger of power progress & protection)
• Anarchist’s black flag (rejection of nationhood)
• Socialist Red⭑star
• Queer λiberation
• Geoism (removed in final version of the flag)

PINK & R̥̥Ḁ̥̥̥I̥̥N̥B͡OW

Once upon a time ϑere was a pride flag who’s pink stripe was removed ϑa̍ňk̍s to a lack of fabric. According to Gilbert Baker, it represented “sex”. its removal can be attributed (just by mere correlation) w/ ϑ’adoption of ϑ’modern pride flag by capitalism, its sterility, & meaniŋleẞneẞ. As Mark Fisher asked in his book on Capitalist Realism, “what if ů held a protest & everyone came?”

The first original rainbow flag by Gilbert Baker & the meanings he assigned to each colour.

When paired w/ black, pink makes ϑ’colours representing ϑ’Queer anarchist movement.

Queer anarchist flag

Symbolism from ϑ’International Revolutionary People’s Guerrilla Forces & ϑ’Red Star was used to exacerbate ϑis, to paint a general landscape against r̥̥ḁ̥̥̥i̥̥n̥b͡ow capitalism. Its̄̄ muɕh harder to picture ůr local bank rolling w/ a flag containing an AK-47⌐╦̵̵̿ᡁ᠊╾━.

The Queer Insurrection and Liberation Army

Θeir flag contains black anarchism, & ϑ’red⭑star. The Button Museum explains it best:

[It] has been among the most widely used symbols throughout history, appearing on medieval coats of arms and modern flags. However, it is most strongly associated with communism and socialism, […] Originating from the Bolshevik Revolution and the Russian Civil War, the red star is thought to represent the five fingers of a worker’s hand, as well as the five continents, which emphasized communism’s worldwide appeal. Despite the collapse of the USSR, the red star remains a ubiquitous symbol on the coats of arms and flags of former socialist entities.

The black flag has been historically associated with anarchism since the late 19th century. This black represents the rejection of all flags, and thus the rejection of nationhood. A red star over a black background emphasizes the shared tenets and ancestry between the two ideologies. For example, this combination is seen on the flag of the Zapatista Army of National Liberation, a far left anarcho-socialist militant group in Mexico.

Zapatista Army of National Liberation

虎

Θ’⭑star on ϑ’tôp left in earlier versions, paired w/ ϑ’tiger from ϑ’proto-Taiwanese flag of Formosa were made to hint at Chinese characteristics 𖡉outside of a conventional & well established understanding of it. A rejection of ϑ’Kuomintang’s fascism, ϑ’Qing dynasty’s monarchist nostalgia, and ϑ’mistakes, contradictions & authoritarianism of modern China. Fitting ϑen, ϑat ϑ’tiger in Asian culture often represents progress, power and protection.

Flag of the Qing Dynasty

Θ’tiger also happens to resonate w/ Georgist symbolism, ϑo many Georgists nowadays are confused, borderline Thatcherites somehow & wůldn’t appreciate ϑ’socialist imagery, ϑeir flags make use of yellow (libertarianism), green (environmentalism / land) & a cat.

green_meklar ’s take on the geoist flag

“Do ů see ϑ’cat” has been used as a metaphor for achieving an understanding of Henry George’s economic ideas, particularly ϑ’role of land in ϑ’economy, i.e. ϑ’bigger picture ϑat can’t be unseen once ů finally do. Quote:

“I was one day walking along Kearney Street in San Francisco when I noticed a crowd in front of a show window… I took a glance myself, but I saw only a poor picture of an uninteresting landscape. As I was turning away my eye caught these words underneath the picture: ‘Do you see the cat?’ …I spoke to the crowd. “Gentlemen, I do not see a cat in the picture; is there a cat there?” Someone in the crowd replied, “Naw, there ain’t no cat there. Here’s a crank who says he sees a cat in it, but none of the rest of us can.” Then the crank spoke up. “I tell you,” he said, “there is a cat there. The picture is all cat. What you fellows take for a landscape is nothing more than a cat’s outlines. And you needn’t call a man a crank either because he can see more with his eyes than you can with yours.”

& from “The Cat and Dick Twittingham”

“Ye see, young fellow,” said the innkeeper, “after the Conquest the land was given to a handful of the bastard’s principal knights who kept the people in what amounted to slavery, forced them to work for nothing on the lord’s land and made them pay rent.

But God never intended the land to be in private hands. In Anglo Saxon times we were independent Freemen who worked the land for ourselves and kept the produce. It be society that creates the value in land, and that value should rightly be returned to the community so it can grow and improve with everybody sharing the benefits. Today that value is taken — nay, stolen — by the descendents of the Norman Lords and Barons. They claim they own the land and this gives them the power to demand rent from the butcher, the baker, the candlestick maker and the innkeeper, extracting the most they can get to leave their tenants with a bare living. And the threat of instant eviction if they are so much as a day behind with the payment. Trouble is that folks have become so oppressed that they suffer the burdens but don’t see the chains. You mark my words, young lad, one day there will be a revolt and the peasants will rise up and free themselves from oppression.”

A cat on ϑ’flag is̄̄ also reminiscent of one of my favorites of all time, ϑ’Black Panther Party’s flag. Θey honestly just went so hard like all ϑ’time it was crazy and ϑeir various forms of praxis have been a source of endless inspiration for me and daydreaming Marxist-Leninists everywhere.

Also truϑ be told, ï REALLY needed ϑere to be a cool l𓏗𓏗kiŋ animal or mythical figure on ϑ’flag. I mean Welsh people know whats̄̄ up fr.

Iterations:

w/ a fart :3

i liked this one a lot but its just really messy lol. bit with the geoist highlight was removed completely.

Earlier version without black anarchist bar through star

First version with the gay male flag. Scrapped for all my girlfriends.

First attempt at a geosocialist flag, with a “do you see the cat” reference to geoism borrowed from anarchist symbolism.

Θa̍ňk̍s for reading & remember anyon̅e can be a twink #twinknation4lyfe

PDF download for prints

Out of place footnotes on ϑ’current sociopolitical climate

ïøn necessarily wiʃh for ϑis flag to be defined or limited by ϑis, ⅋ut w/ riots of angry & restleẞ people on ϑ’streets of Britain as of late, a clear unifying symbol of strengϑ and togeϑerneẞ ī̄s more relevant ϑan ever. Its̄̄ easy to dismiss ϑeir spiteful meẞage as a fringe extremist ideology, ⅋ut 5 minutes in any comment section covering ϑ’topic says oϑerwise. ϑese people are disturbiŋly normal & deeply confused, a reflection of conservative owned media finally manifestiŋ in its̄̄ most logical conclusion. ϑey døn’t realize ϑey’re beiŋ puppeted by billionaires. Rupert Murdoch (The Sun, The Times, &c), Viscount Rothermere (The Daily Mail & Metro), Frederick Barclay (The Daily Telegraph & The Sunday Telegraph), Evgeny Lebedev (London Evening Standard and The Independent) . “Watch ϑ’news!” ϑey say. Haviŋ ϑeir kids goiŋ around screamiŋ “p*kis out” can only be understood as ϑ’rational response to ϑ’illusive other, all ϑ’while ϑ’root of issues ϑat upset ϑem (ϑ’privatization & commodification of immigration itself, as w/ water & housiŋ, & ϑ’use of it as a band-aid in an attempt to desperately hold on to neo-liberalism) remain completely unaddressed & ignored just how ϑ’ultra-wealthy has designed it. Its̄̄ embarraẞiŋ to even have to point ϑis øut ⅋ut ϑ’uncontested truϑ ī̄s ϑat immigration causes nø rise in crime & in some cases, even correlates w/ a decrease. ϑey pay more tax, create more jobs, contribute more to ϑ’NHS, to schools, & generally keep ϑis decrepit place from completely setting fire to itself, albeit ï guess nøt literally anymore.

& nøt to be all like “𖹭h ů wanna talk about immigration? Name on̅e place ů’ve immigrated to” ⅋ut ï find ϑat ϑose most against immigration are ϑ’most utterly uninformed. Ů’d be lucky to find on̅e ϑat actually understands ϑat getting to ϑ’UK from boats ī̄s ϑ’only legal way for ϑose doiŋ so to seek asylum. Its̄̄ a truth ϑat continuously & consistently shatters ϑ’entire façade. It ī̄s uncomfortable for ϑem to ϑink ϑey have no on̅e to blame ⅋ut themselves. ϑat ϑis ī̄s what ϑey voted for. ϑat no on̅e ī̄s out to get ϑem. ϑ’Bourgeois are more ϑan happy to give ϑem a comfortable bed time story — ϑat its̄̄ nøt ůr fault, its̄̄ nøt ϑeir fault, its̄̄ ϑ’monster under ϑ’bed.

‘It’s all in the genes’: an explanation for the way things are that does not threaten the way things are. Why should someone feel unhappy or engage in antisocial behavior when that person is living in the freest and most prosperous nation on earth? It can’t be the system! There must be a flaw in the wiring somewhere. - Louis Menand

ϑ’Flag in retaliation to ϑis ī̄s just an exercise in design. ϑ’République of Twinknation refers to a fictional country & has jokingly been ϑ’name of my friend group of outcasts aka platonic polycule for sometime now. Ïve crafted ϑis in our name.

(it probably won’t be)

All creativity is bureaucratically suppressed until there’s just a boring, grey, algorithmic internet left. Ruled by robots feeding us bite-sized bullshit in between ads. And it’s the people pleading for inclusivity who create this ultimate exclusivity. — some redditor

ů can ϑink of ϑis as a Patɕh Ûpdate of 𖡉bug fixes, improvements &cᵆᵗᵉʳᵃ. ï tryજ⁀➴to be consistent ⅋ut ϑere’ˢ nø strict right or wrøŋ way to use Neogliʃh, it’ˢ just anoϑer mode of creative expreſsion on ϑ’internet. here’ʳᵉ a few ideological quirks ï personally adhere to:

LOGOGRAΦY

as someone w/ an Asian background, a mountiŋ knowledge of 漢字, & an abuser of kaomoji, ï find profound beautεїз✧ in logograφy., naturally, ï started l𓏗𓏗kiŋ for ways to briŋ ϑ’same magic to Neogliʃh in ways ϑat do nøt interfere w/ ϑ’legibility of ϑ’word itself. ů may’ᵛᵉ spott’d some examples already. here’ʳᵉ just a few examples:

• 𖹭 for l𖹭ve — can be used anywhere as a tonal marker, a replacement for “o”. ïve found it useful to soften ϑ’blow of dry boring texts like “oh ok”→ “𖹭h 𖹭k”
• ɩ̈ for ϑ’self — ï gave him eyes! used as a distinct “I”, making apostrophes in “I’m” or “I’ve” &cᷔ obsolete→ “ïm” & “ïve”
• ᴜ̊ for you — l𓏗𓏗ks like a dude, o beiŋ ϑ’head. more on it bel̬ow…
• ✧ & εĭз for beautεĭз✧ — ϑey can eiϑer be used togeϑer or separately. ϑ’spark “✧” can be used in place of ϑ’shortening of a common word used to exaggerate, like w/ “pretty” or “very” → “p✧” & “v✧”, while ϑ’butterflεĭз resembles an “ei” or “ie” so it can be used in place of words ϑat end in “y” like w/ “fairy” → “færiεĭз” (dervived from ϑ’Early Modern Engliʃh spelling of færie) .
• 𓏗𓏗 for l𓏗𓏗kiŋ — self explanatory. can’t really ϑink of anoϑer word to do w/ sight w/ a double o.
• ⅋ for ⅋ᵘᵗ(but)— ϑ’ampersand is used to denote additional information & its use upside down symbolises ϑ’counter point beiŋ made. formatted with small “ut” makes “⅋” look more like a “b”
• ø for nø — anoϑer replacement for o ϑat denotes a negative value, rejection, &cᷔ.
• ô for ûp & do̬wn— ϑ’circumflex accent can be used to logograφically point. ϑis might be annoyiŋ to ϑ’French, who use it to denote a ɕhange in pronounciation ⅋ut φuck ‘em. ϑey can be also represent a rôof for hoûse or hôtel whiɕh ironically is ϑ’way ϑ’french spell it anyway. w/ bel̬ow ů can add it to ϑ’l making it l𓏗𓏗k like an arrow➴
• ¿ for w¿at — denotes a question for w¿ats, w¿ys, w¿eres & so on. ϑ’pronunciation of ϑ’Hs have been mostly phased out (unless ů’re Irish or Scottish) ů can get away w/ replacing ϑ’silent H w/ a tonal marker. it ʃhůldn’ᵗ be used in contexts where ϑ’word isn’t beiŋ used to ask a question, like ϑ’ “where” in ϑis sentence. ϑis one’s still in beta & ïm nøt sure if ï like it or nøt yet.
• or ꝡ ŵ w̃ for why what when
• Ꝭ for iꝬ — useful old latin ligature of “IS” ϑat can be used iṋ place of ‘s
• diacritic markers can generally be used to make simple emojis on tôp of text, like: c̥̥̥̥̆ryiŋ̥̥̥̥̆, ṡȃḋ, ϑa̍ňk̍s, ẘ0ẘ, t̋e̊ěhe̊e̋ೀ, &c as well as some simple numeric 漢字 like: on̅e tw̅̅o ϑre̅̅̅e (based on 一二三)

ϑese’re just a few ϑat’ve môre or leẞ stuck for now. playiŋ around & comiŋ ûp w/ ůr own can be really rewardiŋ.

HISTORY

while many rightfully argue modern Engliʃh’s spelliŋ conventions stick to̊ close to tradition, ï feel it wůld be easier to lean into it, usiŋ old spelliŋs ϑat make use of archaic letters to specify its origins &cᵆᵗᵉʳᵃ, raϑer ϑan tryiŋજ⁀➴ to standardize a new, more phonetically accurate mode of spelliŋ. ïm referring particularly to Latin æ & œ ϑat’ᵛᵉ largely been removed (in different ways) from Britiʃh & American Engliʃh, & French accent markers. apart from words like færiεїз✧ or &cᵆᵗᵉʳᵃ (et cetera) ϑat ï mentioned earlier / have been usiŋ, oϑer examples include

• œstrogen (latin)
• archæology (latin)
• algæ (latin, ï mean jee ï was seriously baffled by ϑ’spelling / proper pronunciation of ϑis one up till ï realized ϑ’ae at ϑ’end is supposed to be an æ. )
• poétique / poétic (french)
• hôtel (french)

some words (like déjà vu & café) already follow ϑis principle.

READABILITY (𖡉BUG FIX)

efforts to streamline “sh” “ch” “ou” “oo” &c into one character was met w/ a lot of confusion, it was counter-intuitive to expect oϑers to understand letters from foreign alφabets. so now ϑere’ˢ “ʃh” & “ɕh”. it’ˢ a lot truer to ϑ’IPA whilst beiŋ really simple to figure øut. plus ï just really like ϑ’way loŋ S looks (ſ/ʃ) . maybe one day ïll be able to remove ϑ’Hs. as for “ou”, ïve simply taken a trick out ϑ’Spaniards bꝏk (refering to ϑ’eñe, whiɕh ironically ïve ɕhosen to abandon usiŋ) & put ϑ’extra o abôve ϑ’U, creating “ů”. ï ϑink it works quite well & seemleẞly in words like “cůld” & “wůld” or “bůrgeoisie” ⅋ut leẞ well in words w/ a bigger emphasis on ϑ’O rather ϑan ϑ’U like “abůt” (about) or “clůd” (cloud) & “ůt” (øut) & especially “růnd” (round) where ϑ’O is ironically ϑ’roundest part of ϑ’word. ï usually just ɕhoose to opt øut of using it in words like ϑat. ï also use it quite often nowadays as a standalone to replace “you” as “ᴜ̊” because it’ˢ more readable & familar to do it ϑat way ϑen to spell it like “yů”, & it resembles a person pictographically. ï just worry it comes across as informal. it’ˢ a vibe ï guess. a similar ϑiŋ is sometimes done with oo → o̊ ⅋ut it oftentimes døesn’ᵗ come øut particularly readable. ïm experimenting w/ ϑ’ligature “ꝏ” or “ҩ” instead ⅋ut it seems kinda pointleẞ.

“ϑ” stuck around p✧ well, ïd guess its ϑanks to its resemblance to a cursive “d”, whiɕh eiϑer reminds people of AAVE used on ϑ’internet (like “who dis” vs “who ϑis” &c) or ϑ’vague use of “d” over “th” in Europe (like ϑ’German “danke” vs “ϑanks”) . ïve also experimented w/ different forms of it like “δ” (delta iꝬ͇nt̽ too far from a theta & iꝬ͇ actually quite intuitive to read, ⅋ut nøt as muɕh as cursive theta ɩ̈ ϑink (δink) because it can be mistaken for an S) or “ɘ” / “ɵ” (its written similarly as ϑ but fits in better w/ oϑer (oɘer / oɵer) lowercased letters, ⅋ut its resemblance to an e supersedes its resemblance to a Θ and Θ just l𓏗𓏗ks too muɕh like an O anyway), or “ð” whiɕh ï ϑink (ðink) might still be on ϑ’table ⅋ut it might lꙭk too much like a d which can be quite confusing (like with death it’s deaϑ vs deað, and i always intuitively incorrectly read ϑ’on̅e w/ ϑ’ð as “dead”) . “φ” seemed to do 𖹭k as well, maybe because it døesn’ᵗ l𓏗𓏗k to̊ far off from “ph”. some times ï use it in place of “f” as well, mostly for profanity (φuck, &c) .

AUTOHOTKEY

last time ï wrote of Neogliʃh ï talked about typiŋ all of ϑis out in Gboard, while ï still prefer ϑat way of typiŋ Kaomogliʃh, ïve come up wiϑ a new way of doiŋ so on PC usiŋ Autohotkey. itꝬ a lil janky to type with because for ϑ’keys used, ϑ’character will only come out after ϑ’key has been lift’d.

It works by treatiŋ ϑ’first letter as a modifier key. so with “th” to “ϑ”, ᴜ̊ would hold T and ϑen press H.

ϑ’code below also includes “ph” to “φ”, “bt” to “⅋”, “ ‘s ” to “Ꝭ”, “ae” to “æ”, “wy” to “ꝡ”, “sz” to “ẞ”, “yu” to “ᴜ̊”, “oe” to “œ”, “sh” to “ʃh”, “ch” to “ɕh”, “ng” to “ŋ”, “ i’ ” to “ï” and “ed” to “ ‘d ”. it also checks if ctrl, shift, alt, or ϑ’windows key iꝬ press’d to make sure it doesn’t bug out shortcuts.

ï know itꝬ meẞy ⅋ ïon rly feel like fixiŋ it… sozzy.

#Requires AutoHotkey v2.0

; Track pressed states for first letters
isTPressed := false
isPPressed := false
isBPressed := false
isApostrophePressed := false
isAPressed := false
isWPressed := false
isSPressed := false
isYPressed := false
isOPressed := false
isNPressed := false
isCPressed := false
isIPressed := false
isEPressed := false

; Helper function to check if any modifier is pressed
HasModifier() {
    return GetKeyState("Ctrl") || GetKeyState("Shift") || GetKeyState("Alt") || GetKeyState("LWin") || GetKeyState("RWin")
}

; Add this variable to track if the key was pressed with modifiers
hadModifier := false

; First letter down handlers
*t:: {
        global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}t"
        return
    }
    global isTPressed, isBPressed
    if isBPressed {
        Send "⅋"
        isBPressed := false
    } else {
        isTPressed := true
    }
}

*p:: {
        global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}p"
        return
    }
    global isPPressed
    isPPressed := true
}

*b:: {
        global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}b"
        return
    }
    global isBPressed
    isBPressed := true
}

*':: {
        global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}'"
        return
    }
    global isApostrophePressed, isIPressed, isEPressed
    if isIPressed {
        Send "ï"
        isIPressed := false
    } else {
        isApostrophePressed := true
    }
}

*a:: {
        global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}a"
        return
    }
    global isAPressed
    isAPressed := true
}

*w:: {
        global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}w"
        return
    }
    global isWPressed, isYPressed
    isWPressed := true
}

*y:: {
        global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}y"
        return
    }
    global isYPressed, isWPressed
    if isWPressed {
        Send "ꝡ"
        isWPressed := false
    } else {
        isYPressed := true
    }
}

*s:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}s"
        return
    }
    global isSPressed, isApostrophePressed
    if isApostrophePressed {
        Send "Ꝭ"
        isApostrophePressed := false
    } else {
        isSPressed := true
    }
}

*o:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}o"
        return
    }
    global isOPressed
    isOPressed := true
}

*n:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}n"
        return
    }
    global isNPressed
    isNPressed := true
}

*c:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}c"
        return
    }
    global isCPressed
    isCPressed := true
}

*i:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}i"
        return
    }
    global isIPressed
    isIPressed := true
}

*i up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isIPressed
    if isIPressed {
        Send "i"
    }
    isIPressed := false
}

*e:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}e"
        return
    }
    global isEPressed, isAPressed, isOPressed
    if isAPressed {
        Send "æ"
        isAPressed := false
    } else if isOPressed {
        Send "œ"
        isOPressed := false
    } else {
        isEPressed := true
    }
}

*e up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isEPressed
    if isEPressed {
        Send "e"
    }
    isEPressed := false
}

*d:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}d"
        return
    }
    global isEPressed
    if isEPressed {
        Send "'d"
        isEPressed := false
    } else {
        Send "d"
    }
}

; First letter up handlers
*t up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isTPressed
    if isTPressed {
        Send "t"  
    }
    isTPressed := false
}

*p up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isPPressed
    if isPPressed {
        Send "p"
    }
    isPPressed := false
}

*b up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isBPressed
    if isBPressed {
        Send "b"
    }
    isBPressed := false
}

*' up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isApostrophePressed
    if isApostrophePressed {
        Send "'"
    }
    isApostrophePressed := false
}

*a up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isAPressed
    if isAPressed {
        Send "a"
    }
    isAPressed := false
}

*w up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isWPressed
    if isWPressed {
        Send "w"
    }
    isWPressed := false
}

*s up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isSPressed
    if isSPressed {
        Send "s"
    }
    isSPressed := false
}

*y up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isYPressed
    if isYPressed {
        Send "y"
    }
    isYPressed := false
}

*o up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isOPressed
    if isOPressed {
        Send "o"
    }
    isOPressed := false
}

*n up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isNPressed
    if isNPressed {
        Send "n"
    }
    isNPressed := false
}

*c up:: {
    global hadModifier
    if hadModifier {
        hadModifier := false
        return
    }
    global isCPressed
    if isCPressed {
        Send "c"
    }
    isCPressed := false
}

; Second letter handlers
*h:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}h"
        return
    }
    global isTPressed, isPPressed, isSPressed, isCPressed
    if isTPressed {
        Send "ϑ" 
        isTPressed := false  
    } else if isPPressed {
        Send "φ"
        isPPressed := false
    } else if isSPressed {
        Send "ʃh"
        isSPressed := false
    } else if isCPressed {
        Send "ɕh"
        isCPressed := false
    } else {
        Send "h" 
    }
}

*g:: {
    if HasModifier() {
        Send "{Blind}g"
        return
    }
    global isNPressed
    if isNPressed {
        Send "ŋ"
        isNPressed := false
    } else {
        Send "g"
    }
}

*z:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}z"
        return
    }
    global isSPressed
    if isSPressed {
        Send "ẞ"
        isSPressed := false
    } else {
        Send "z"
    }
}

*u:: {
    global hadModifier := HasModifier()  ; Store the modifier state
    if hadModifier {
        Send "{Blind}u"
        return
    }
    global isYPressed
    if isYPressed {
        Send "ᴜ̊"
        isYPressed := false
    } else {
        Send "u"
    }
}

𓅮

ϑat is all. remember to find ϑ’Beautεїз in Θiŋs.